• school is starting up again tomorrow and its kinda stressful to me
• i get really stressed out about being unprepared for class when it comes to textbooks
• i decided to rent my textbooks this time around because it makes no sense for me to keep any of them
• people keep telling me that i’m losing weight (in my face? my arms?) and i went to moes last night (alone, of course, naturally) and ate my weight in nachos and i’m really feeling it this morning
• i didn’t realize how much clothing i had until i filled up:

1. the largest brooks brothers bag that brooks brothers gives out (filled with 8 pairs of jcrew pants)
2. a brooks brothers box (with my olasul shirts) and a ralph lauren box (with my brooks brothers lambswool fairisle shawl collar cardigan)
3. a small jcrew bag
4. a giant hamper. filled to the BRIM
5. a duffel filled with my outerwear (but not even all of it, i still have a hand knit alpaca wool sweater that i have to put somewhere!!!) and some belts
6. the final duffel is dedicated to light sweaters, a towel, a handle of Southern Comfort (cause im a classy bitch) and toiletries
7. and i still have FIVE PAIRS OF SHOES/BOOTS to take to school
8. AND I HAVE A BUNCH OF FOOD TO TAKE TO SCHOOL

• i need to employ someone to organize my shit, y’all
• i also get really nervous about money and stuff, you know? because i’m going to study abroad in barcelona and my job is only giving me 10hr/wk and at minimum wage that’s shit money when all i want is the opening ceremony tote bag with the black american flag on the front :(
• i ALSO get really stressed about my social life because i have so many people that i need to see/talk to/converse with and i just want to talk to only a few of them, but not in a way that i hate everyone or dislike them, but i just value my time with a few people SO MUCH MORE you know?
• i feel that my life has steered in a direction that’s a lot about climbing the social ladder but i feel like its gonna pay off this semester
• ok ALSO how am i losing weight when im sitting here eating toblerone?????????????????????????? hmmmmmm???????????

this has been a post about nothing. sorry bout it seth!